Okay, so I know I've been telling myself this for well over a year, but seriously, it's nigh time for me to get up off my lazy arse and get to taking off this weight. I've been pretty good for the last few months, although I am never too hard on myself for indulging in anything sweet or salty or just plain bad for me. I don't have any excuses left! It's been 15 months since I gave birth and I am tired of loathing the way I look in the mirror and/or pictures. I mean, it's not a constant loathe, just an occassional "o.m.g., fat ass!" I don't understand, I love running - it's actually more of a hobby than a workout. But, it's like I do real well for 2 or 3 weeks and I start seeing results and then something comes up and I get off track a bit and I seem to ruin it all.
Gah-Damn...carrot cake is so good, and my newest object of the crave. But, enough already! I've had you, and I can have you again when the time is right. I think it's time we take a break...
I was so hoping that by this time I would be done with trying to get the weight off. But, I could have worked a lot harder.
So, this is my kick in the butt - my motivation to get off at least a few inches/pounds in the next few months. I don't want to run the half-marathon feeling my ass jiggle! I want 2010 to be a great year. I'll be 30 in December, and I hope that by the time my birthday comes around, I will be in a better place. I want to start the new year right and not have to constantly battle myself to lose weight. Everything else in life is in order, so now it's time to bring sexy back.
(Yes, I am already thinking of 2010, the new year and the holidays...so sue me).
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