Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Seriously?

Naturally, I'm not a worry-wart and I don't stress over much...but when your job is at stake, it's hard to not stress out. Was given the news the other day that our paychecks will not be processed on the expected date. Given that we are only paid monthly, it makes it really hard to not get that paycheck when you expect it. So far, still nothing. We (the company) have no money in our accounts and therefore cannot pay the three employees who show up everyday and perform their jobs to the best of their abilities. Expected payment is this week, but who knows if that is actually going to happen. If it doesn't come in on the promised date, I know someone who isn't returning to the office until that money is in her account! It's a scary prospect, losing your job, or rather, not getting paid for work performed. I know, eventually I will be paid, but until then, my stress levels are higher than usual. And I hate that.

Suffice to say, I am on the job hunt once again. Have had two interviews with two different agencies this last week and another interview pending. I also hate searching for jobs. That's a quick way to knock you off your pedestal. Potential employers scrutinizing your job history, asking the necessary questions - all just to tell you that you aren't qualified enough or your background doesn't match their needs. But, in the end, once you do land that sought after position, it makes it all worth it. All of those other people who passed on you don't seem to matter in the long run. I'm just thankful that I am still employed and have time to try to find the perfect fit for me.

So, currently stressed out and super sad because it's Lola's first birthday and there is tons of stuff to buy and get ready for, but I don't yet have the money to do so. I mean...ANY other month it would have been a little better and more bearable...but my baby's first birthday!? C'mon. It's amazing what a lift and life-saver that money you depend on turns out to be. Fingers crossed that I won't have to go on a mini-strike at the end of the week. But then again, maybe that will give me more time to interview.

Please, bank account - - refill & replenish thyself. Or more accurately - company bank account, please refill & replenish thyself.

Ugh.

5 comments:

thirtynothing said...

this is really crappy, i'm sorry! i hope you get paid asap and find something more reliable soon!

kerry said...

i still can't believe that!
i think it's entirely fair for you to not go to work until your paycheck shows---and the fact that you only get paid once a month makes me think it's even more stressful to deal with such a delay.
fingers are crossed that it gets to you stat and that you get a more stable job soon!

monique said...

i can't imagine how infuriating it is to have this happen, especially with a little one. i'm really hoping something amazing comes your way asap!

Amy said...

Thanks, guys. I am sure everything will work out. I am glad that my boss is super cool and that he is willing to help personally if the company doesn't come through. It sucks for all three of us, but it looks like there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Should have some $$ by Friday. Fingers crossed!!

Erica said...

Dude, I'd ask for a portion of it at best, that's unacceptable. You have a baby. On top of that, her birthday is in 7 days.